I think I am suffering some type of PTSD. I hate to even use that term as I feel like it is a form of disrespect to people who have served in the services and experienced allot more than I have, but I don't even know how else to explain whats going on with my body and my mind. I am annoyed with myself as I can feel every part of my body shutting ( Read more... )

Surprise,... I'm stealing away a minute to write. Life has been incredibly hectic. Packing up the place, having open house on the weekend and constantly looking for a place to move. Changing over bills (thanks to the arsehole turning everything off on me... so nice to be punished when he was the one caught cheating). Everything is on the constant ( Read more... )

I am broken beyond repair ( Read more... )

Some people are just Arseholes... and some people can be the King of Arseholes. This is who my parents live next to and yesterday's events solidified this for me. It's not that it came as a HUGE surprise, I knew this about him for years and events such as getting caught peeping into the neighbors windows, not allowing his children medical attention ( Read more... )

I'm at odds with all my feelings as in the past 12 hours I think I have finally hit maximum over load.

I'm bipolar and as of late I have run out of my medications. At first I didn't worry too much about it as I work in a hospital. I figured if it came down to the worse case scenario of not getting an appointment on time to get my refill, I would ( Read more... )

I've been on a depression spiral lately. I still have no eye lashes (and no I wont be using that Lash crap you can get a prescription for as I have heard nothing but horrible things about it) and though I enjoy having them done at the "lash salon", they treat me like shit 70% of the time and I just dont want to give them my money at the moment. I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I overwhelm myself by reading articles on true crimes. I don’t know if its the mystery solving part of me that kicks in or what But I read a story in the news on the crime and then I research and pick apart the Internet to find more hidden information about the background of the crime. 
After reading this story about a guy who posted about ( Read more... )

I should be happy as I have a job interview tomorrow at the hospital and yet instead I am feeling abit of self pity. A friend of mine offered me the opportunity to work weekends for her and I was kinda excited. I knew it wouldnt bring in much money but I let it sink in thru out the last few days, got up this morning and got ready to drive over for ( Read more... )