I've felt entirely out of sorts for the past several days and I can feel depression sneaking around, waiting for an opportunity to pounce.  So I'm going to have to pull myself out of the mud and do things to take control.  The Value Village sale bit.  I spent twelve bucks and got some books, a jacket and a slip.  I felt like a blob in the change ( Read more... )

Today started out sucking right away. I woke up at 5.a.m. after getting to sleep at 2 and had trouble getting back to sleep ( Read more... )

I'm doing German homework even though I'm not going to German class. Why? I feel guilty. Which is weird, because I've paid for the classes, and it's for my benefit, she's supposed to be there to help me. Yet I feel all judged and stupid there, like an employee that just isn't up to the task. Ack! Instead of going to class tomorrow I'm going ( Read more... )