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I'm doing German homework even though I'm not going to German class. Why? I feel guilty. Which is weird, because I've paid for the classes, and it's for my benefit, she's supposed to be there to help me. Yet I feel all judged and stupid there, like an employee that just isn't up to the task. Ack! Instead of going to class tomorrow I'm going to the doctor. I'm getting increasingly sick instead of better. Sneezing hurts like a motherfucker. I can't sleep properly. I think I sprained a rib muscle (do we have those?) during the night. I'm getting really grouchy and bitchy. Plus, I have to go to work tonight because I can't afford to miss another day. ARG! I only hope I can pass on my germs to all of the customers tonight, thereby lulling the sickness into being fond of me. Is that wrong?