Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a
Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight

i am so sick of everything.  i'm sick of the same old shit.  i want something new.  i'm not saying i hate my life, cause we all know that's not true.... although so much shit has happened, i still ( Read more... )

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so my new plan is... finish out this year and next year at UWEC.. then move to San Diego, California.

CALIFOOOORNIA!

i'm pretty pumped. i'm going to work at the San Diego Zoo.  Go to school and work at the concessions or something like that at the zoo.  Start out at the bottom and work my way up.  It's perfect.

the start of my future. it feels so ( Read more... )

all in all, i had a pretty norm weekend. nothing special.. well except mische and isa were here. barely saw isa. weird ( Read more... )

i'm begining to think there's something wrong with me.... why can't i move on? it's been six months. there were rumors that he was back in town and that people saw him at the mall... well that's all false. i texted him and asked him why he came back to EC... it's the least he could do for me... and he said he hasn't been back and doesn't plan on it ( Read more... )

ok so.... i'm a moody person sometimes... and i dislike that very much ( Read more... )

you know what friends.... i can only do so much... then i just stop caring

time to focus on me.
and i am.
not you.
you'll be fine.

we all will.

what doesn't kill ya makes you stronger.

So starting now I will be paying for my car insurance and cell phone bill. My car will be in my name so if anything happens to my eleven year old taurus, I will be responsible for the costs. So I'll be completely on my own which is more then most of you can say. Exciting? No I'm scared to death. I've recently ran into some mula problems, not sure ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that at any moment, someone or something could set me over the edge and i will explode. it doesn't matter who you are, you could be my bestest friend ever, my manager, my dad, a complete stranger... but i'll fuckin do it. you could say i have anger problems.. but you grow up in my shoes and deal with the shit i deal with and tell me ( Read more... )

i hate you ( Read more... )