afraid of change.

[tatortot_hotdog]

ok so.... i'm a moody person sometimes... and i dislike that very much.

imagine with every passing day.. another memory slips away. 
that's what's going on in my life right now.
i don't remember a lot about my mom.
that kills me.
you have no idea how happy i would be right now if she was here.

but i can't keep saying that... i have to be happy with what i have.

and i have so much.

i'm just down on life right now.. give me a minute.