i don't want to be angry anymore.
so my new plan is... finish out this year and next year at UWEC.. then move to San Diego, California.
CALIFOOOORNIA!
i'm pretty pumped. i'm going to work at the San Diego Zoo. Go to school and work at the concessions or something like that at the zoo. Start out at the bottom and work my way up. It's perfect.
the start of my future. it feels so good to actually have a goal. something to look forward to. even if it doesn't go exactly as planned, i'll still be in california.
yes i'll miss my family. but there is so much more out there.. i can't just stay here. i need to make something of myself. help the animals :)
so it seems like everything is my fault. my birthday... somehow became my fault. it was MY DAY to worry about nothing else but myself... i never do that. but i had to worry about everyone else and make sure no one was left out. i'm sorry i'm such a horrible person and wanted just one day to not worry. fuck. my birthdays will never be the same. they always use to be so fun. it's a part of growing up i guess.
some of us around here need to fucking grow the hell up.
CALIFOOOORNIA!
i'm pretty pumped. i'm going to work at the San Diego Zoo. Go to school and work at the concessions or something like that at the zoo. Start out at the bottom and work my way up. It's perfect.
the start of my future. it feels so good to actually have a goal. something to look forward to. even if it doesn't go exactly as planned, i'll still be in california.
yes i'll miss my family. but there is so much more out there.. i can't just stay here. i need to make something of myself. help the animals :)
so it seems like everything is my fault. my birthday... somehow became my fault. it was MY DAY to worry about nothing else but myself... i never do that. but i had to worry about everyone else and make sure no one was left out. i'm sorry i'm such a horrible person and wanted just one day to not worry. fuck. my birthdays will never be the same. they always use to be so fun. it's a part of growing up i guess.
some of us around here need to fucking grow the hell up.