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GAH!!!
I think Im going crazy!!!! I catch myself feeling down alot over things that really dont even matter....whats wrong with me why cant I just be happy with what I have right now...I may not have very many friends anymore...but I have a boyfriend who treats me better than any otehr guy ever has...so why am I not happy with just that? I mean so what if ( Read more... ) -
Another Mosh-pit of thoughts
Well it sure has been a great while sience I have posted in Livejournal....
So whats new you might ask well there sure is a GREAT deal of stuff going on in my life....
-First off..I feel like I have COMPLETELY lost my "best" friend....she just dosent have time for me or anything...her birthday is this weekend and I have tried I dont know how many ( Read more... ) -
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WEllllllll Last night was interesting...I found out that lot of boozes and hotel room leads to being naked! Annnnd lots of Fun and another shower with Aubrey :)
AAAnnnnd lots of kissing From an old high school crush!
FUN FUN FUN!!!
Ooooooh and I have a JOB!!!!
Im gonna work at venture DATA!
Its a job which mean MONEY!
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Well Im like WWWAAAAYYYY board!
So im going to write what is going on im my head
the moshpit of thought!
-I miss Darrell..i want everything to be ok with him again..i sometimes wish i could take telling heather the truth back...so he wouldnt hate me..but he was already starting to be an ass so would it really help any? god i just miss all the ( Read more... ) -
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well I might as well update a bit...hmmm...life has taken some pretty crazy terms..i have gone from telling hether the truth about me and darrell and her being cool with me...to he getting pissed at me..to me even saying some REALLY fucked up things to her...then i go to spilling everything to her...well thats what i was willing to do in the first ( Read more... ) -
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Im a fuck up and i cant do anything right..i give up i think i will just go crawl in a hole and die somewhere...im tired of crying...and im tired of not being able to help anyone...but expecually the people who are reallly close to me....if they need time and space they have to tell me they cant just ignor me and think i will somehow magicly know ( Read more... ) -
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... ) -
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So life is driving me CRAZY!!!
First off I live with matt now and he is driving me up the wall ( Read more... ) -
who telling the truth??
So today me and Aubrey went to tobbys for a picnic..well tobby tells me he has to talk to me about darrell and that darrell wanted him to talk to me about this.....he proceeds to tell me that basiclly darrell thiks im phyco and obsessed..he also tells me that darrell has told heather about everything and that they are getting back toghther..and ( Read more... ) -
another night with no sleep
So i slept all day..again ( Read more... )