Sooooo ( Read more... )

On October 2nd in the year 2006 i will be on a plane departed for Costa Rica where i will live for one month while i study to teach english as a second language internationally. THEN in December sometime (hopefully) i will be on another plane departed for Japan where i will live for 1 year and teach english as a second language. ( Read more... )

Saw Erin today ( Read more... )

I havent been able to sleep at night, i close my eyes and you're waiting there. so i keep them open tell my body to shut down my mind to relax. But youre still there. when i sleep its from exhaustion or from being so drunk that i just black out. Its so hard to lay in bed and all of a sudden all of my senses at the same time are taking trips down ( Read more... )

Last night i let the only person i want in my life go... Because i love her. Because thats what real love is, selflessness. I wanted her to love me because i wanted it to be so. But love doesnt work that way and last night i finally found that feeling i had February 11th 2004, the right way the way it was back then, pure and honest. I'd do ( Read more... )

Forgive me enthusiastic readers for not posting in so long... i know youre lives have been void without my mundane and sad/pathetic take on life ( Read more... )

So i got my schedule together... kinda, not really. But i'm on the right track and thats cool... I need a job kinda, but not really. I'm tired kinda but i'll be ok. I've been out with Celia every night except one for the past three weeks until at least three in the morning usually later. Its nice though because then we get to sleep together ( Read more... )

"Keep me feeling so brand new ( Read more... )

Simply amazing. I am just too good. This morning was just amazing

So i basically had an amazing weekend, which started thursday, thanks all to Celia Davenport. She took me out thursday to lunch, then to humboldt park for a little picnic. She took pictures of me with this old fashioned camera and we talked for a long time. Then she taught me how to use it and let me take a picture. Then we went to her friends ( Read more... )