Dont close the door, i'm not asking for more....
"Keep me feeling so brand new..."
I dont know what to think about this whole situation. I've began my fall and i'm not quite sure she's on the same page. Most of the time i think so, we see eachother everyday, and if not its stupid not being there together. She's affectionate, caring, sweet, absolutely beautiful... most of the time i know we're going somewhere. But i still have doubts, i'm not sure what she wants from me and its hard to hide feelings i'm not sure i should be hiding. Maybe she's waiting for me, for all i know. Yesterday she drove Chase and i to Popeyes so we could get some food with her, came back to the dorm and chilled, ate, talked. After Chase left we were laying down together and i was playing with her hair while she fell asleep. She looked indescribable sleeping in my arms, she smelled softer than cashmere and her skin was warm and softer than anything i've ever touched. After she went to sleep i worked on a paper and woke her up with kisses when i was done. She told me to call her when she left but i couldnt, i wrote her a message on myspace and she liked it. Today i brought her lunch while she was working at the bone marrow drive, she picked me up after class and we went to visit Jen. We cuddled and watched tv, then me Matt, Andi and her went to a bread cafe and she bought me food. We left them and went back to DePaul cuz she had class, and we hung out until it was time for her to go. She didnt want to go and i convinced her to. When i left she grabbed my hoodie and stuck her hands inside the pockets, i almost passed out because being so close to her and not kissing her or touching her is torture. She started speaking really soft and giving me those eyes, haha, pulled me closer and kissed my neck... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!! Teasing me. She told me she'd call after class and i left. It's funny cuz sometimes she acts like she's looking at other people or wants to flirt or talk to them but as soon as i show her that i dont care (because i know how things are) she stops... its cute. And i hope i dont have to worry about her not calling me, she's got a good track record so far and i trust her so.... now i wait. Try to do work while her lips burn pouty marks into the side of my neck.... I tried my best not to trip, but now i'm falling and i cant stop myself.
I dont know what to think about this whole situation. I've began my fall and i'm not quite sure she's on the same page. Most of the time i think so, we see eachother everyday, and if not its stupid not being there together. She's affectionate, caring, sweet, absolutely beautiful... most of the time i know we're going somewhere. But i still have doubts, i'm not sure what she wants from me and its hard to hide feelings i'm not sure i should be hiding. Maybe she's waiting for me, for all i know. Yesterday she drove Chase and i to Popeyes so we could get some food with her, came back to the dorm and chilled, ate, talked. After Chase left we were laying down together and i was playing with her hair while she fell asleep. She looked indescribable sleeping in my arms, she smelled softer than cashmere and her skin was warm and softer than anything i've ever touched. After she went to sleep i worked on a paper and woke her up with kisses when i was done. She told me to call her when she left but i couldnt, i wrote her a message on myspace and she liked it. Today i brought her lunch while she was working at the bone marrow drive, she picked me up after class and we went to visit Jen. We cuddled and watched tv, then me Matt, Andi and her went to a bread cafe and she bought me food. We left them and went back to DePaul cuz she had class, and we hung out until it was time for her to go. She didnt want to go and i convinced her to. When i left she grabbed my hoodie and stuck her hands inside the pockets, i almost passed out because being so close to her and not kissing her or touching her is torture. She started speaking really soft and giving me those eyes, haha, pulled me closer and kissed my neck... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!! Teasing me. She told me she'd call after class and i left. It's funny cuz sometimes she acts like she's looking at other people or wants to flirt or talk to them but as soon as i show her that i dont care (because i know how things are) she stops... its cute. And i hope i dont have to worry about her not calling me, she's got a good track record so far and i trust her so.... now i wait. Try to do work while her lips burn pouty marks into the side of my neck.... I tried my best not to trip, but now i'm falling and i cant stop myself.