it really feels that if i were to killy myself alot of people would be better off and every body wouldnt have such horrible troubles, like my paretnts, they always say im a bad child i feel like no matter how hard i try to do aomething its never good enough for them. i finally got a job and i lend them money but yet im still no good for nothing. my ( Read more... )

well guys its been a lil while since i wrote. but yeh yesterday i decided to quit smoking for good. i really dont want to but i think its the right thing to do and michael hates it anyway. i really dont want to stop smokin boags, but mike hates them the most. but yeh yesterday was a lovely day. i rolled again and i spent some quality time with mike ( Read more... )

yeh this weekend was easter. good friday i went out shoppin for clothes and ended up gettin like 4 bras and a bathing suit for this year. then on saturday i worked and came to alexa's then went to michael's house. stayed there and met his sister from flordia with her husband and 3 kids. sunday i chilled over alexa's and ended up sleeping there. i ( Read more... )

well today is sunday, a day or recovering from burn outs and hang overs. lol im just sore all over from not sleepin or eating in like two days. it sucks. but its the price you must pay. well yeh today i woke up early, waked and baked, lol. then it fuckin felt like my roll was comin back, i was like wtf? lol. but yeh felt madd good for like 2 hours ( Read more... )

well friday night mike my baby had a party and i really didnt think it was gunna be that fun but i was very surprised. some people were drinkin, smokin, and rollin and others were just one of the few. but so many people showed up, i got to see alot of people i havent seen in a long time. i tell you one thing. they say cocaines a hell of a drug, ( Read more... )

today was kinda a good day. the piece of shit oakcrest never called us to let us kno anything. i hate oakcrest. but yeh i woke up and my mom made me pancakes. then i got in the shower after texting mike back <3. i got out and then doctors called and told me that something is wrong with my insides and i most likely wont be able to have children. i ( Read more... )

well today i got up really early and then talked to alexa online for awhile <3. Me and my mom went to the bank and cashed in her change and then for lunch/breakfast we went to burger king. it was good, i havent had burger king in awhile. so i was happy. then we came home and i cleaned my rooms, and helped my mom tidy up the kitchen and living room ( Read more... )

my new years eve was pretty hot, i woke up got all ready then went over to alexa's. Me, Kerri, Keith, Craig, and Alex went back to the Old Couch spot and smoked bowl pack after bowl pack. Then T.J came and we smoked again. Then later me and alexa smoked in her room after everyone dipped then got moe bud and smoked then went with her mom to get me a ( Read more... )

its been awhile since i wrote, ive been busy you could say i guess. Ive been doin so much and chillen with so many people. Ive been chillen with alexa alot, you that girl is cool as hell. Then me felicia and rachael slept over casey's and elliots brother bobbys house, thats what was up. But lately i duno what it is but i dont feel myself. I just ( Read more... )

my weekend was pretty cool, on friday i went skating with alexa, i havent been skating in awhile and we smoked before we went so i went skating high, it was great. Skating was fun, i saw alot of people i knew so it was fun. Me and alex skated together, hes such a lil young cutie, haha. I thought about mike alot tho, i was his weiner self didnt get ( Read more... )