whoooaaaa! x-t-c
well friday night mike my baby had a party and i really didnt think it was gunna be that fun but i was very surprised. some people were drinkin, smokin, and rollin and others were just one of the few. but so many people showed up, i got to see alot of people i havent seen in a long time. i tell you one thing. they say cocaines a hell of a drug, yeooo x is wayyy different. i was never so happy in my entire life, lol. i was tellin everyone how much i missed them and shit. me and like 4 other people did them on friday but ohh man on saturday like the whole party was almost an e party. lol everyone says that its more of a sex drug, but im experience it was more just wanna be loved and cuddled, i just couldnt stop talking. lol but everyone was there to listen. i feel like i really bonded with madd people and it made me so happy. i definately wanna hang out with all those people again. i hopin that now we all got together and nothing bad happened that we can go back to havin pit parties and shit. that be awesome. ya kno ive been thinkin these two days and i really care about alot of people. when i was on it on friday i couldnt stop thinkin about all the wonderful people that have taught me something in my life. like i frist thought of alexa cause she was there with me and then i wanted crystal to be near me so bad so i could tell her how much i love her. shes my baby girl. then when bronson was there it made me think of all the things ive ever did wrong to anyone. i felt bad and i appologized to him and casey and like 4 other people. lol. saturday i was more in a chill mood when i took it cause me and mike went into his living room and sat on my favorite red couch while the nice hott fire was burning next to us. we were just talkin and loving each other. me and mike didnt really have a sexual thing on e. we were just in love with each other. he just held me and we just kept talkin. my whole saturday was absolutely awesome man. i woke up and came to mikes, then helped him out with cleaning. we took a bath in his moms fine ass jacuzzi tub and then relaxed til someone came to sell the bike. then it kinda started to get late fast. and the party began. lol. i really feel madd close to mikes friends now, like im not shy anymore i dont think. lol. well see, but yeh it made me happy. like when two people are on e they just wanna bond and shit. its just a large love cycle. but it is very addicting, its like another world, and everyone is happy. i wish the world was really like that. cause i love everyone who loves me... well usually, lol. well im goin to go, i jsut wanted to right about my bangin ass weekend. good bye kiddies <3