i quit smoking
well guys its been a lil while since i wrote. but yeh yesterday i decided to quit smoking for good. i really dont want to but i think its the right thing to do and michael hates it anyway. i really dont want to stop smokin boags, but mike hates them the most. but yeh yesterday was a lovely day. i rolled again and i spent some quality time with mike. then met up with crystal and franck at there house then went to the mall for a little. it was soooooo good to see them. and mike made it happen for me which really made me so happy. Mike accidentally stole a blue ball from i didnt really sleep last night tho, but oh well i hope i sleep tonight. im actually really hungry right now but my bitch ass mom wont cook. i hate her sometimes. oh well life goes on and someday ill be gone. tongith i think im goin somewhere with mike shawn and shaun. i hope my dad lets me. he was being a dick head all morning even tho i did more today around the house then hes done in about a year or two. i just hope everything goes the way i want it to. im kinda in a sad mood right now. thinking of when everything around me was absolute bliss. but times change, i wish they didnt but it does and so do people. i really got to start seein crystal more. shes my other half. she makes me feel so good to be me. like i duno, i love how when im with her nothing else matters but her. and i also love that she never seems to care what people think and i love being around that. i dont care what people think of me. if they dont want to be my friend cause they think im weird oh well. that just means they are shallow. i usually judge people by their attitude and personality not by there looks. i duno i guess im a good person for that. lol. i hope so. yeh, today is another beautiful day. i love that its gettin warm out. its wonderful. well im gunna go and try and find something to do around the house. bye <3