So Tom is trying to sleep after working til 8 this morning.  De is at my house watching the boys and "keeping them quiet".  Or that was the point.  She is trying to assert the "I'm the boss thing".  They are resisting....Duh- they are 9 &12 ( Read more... )

The last few days have been a roller coaster of emotions.  Not all bad, but not all good either.  We have had some struggles with the boys.  Thomas' mouth was getting him in trouble, we started getting him up earlier and giving him his meds and his attitude has improved immeasurably.  He cleaned his room without argument yesterday, and got it done ( Read more... )

Not sure what to make of this but I just got a phone call from Elle.  She just called to tell me she loves me.  That I am a good mom, and "dad is a good dad" .  That she and her friends were talking and got a lot out and she felt that we are working on our relationship and it's getting better.  (We had a HUGE fight yesterday, after which we talked ( Read more... )

De came over tonight.  She said she wanted to "spend some time with her daddy."  What it turned into was practically WWIII.  De didn't get here until after 6:30 but by 9:30 I was driving her back to my moms camper.  (they were camping at the local state park)  Elle had gone back with my parents leaving me and the boys here with De.  De and the boys ( Read more... )

I must remember to read my friends list when I post. I have spent most of my day reading my friends pages. I have posted in the last few days but not read anything, and I hate not reading because I need to keep up on my friends lives so even when I haven't been on for a few days I have to go back and read. But when I post and don't read I get ( Read more... )

 We made up!

I had planned to go straight to bed after I picked Tom up and just continue not speaking to him, but in 10/13 years I have never done that and I could not do that now, so Tom and I talked it out when he came home from work. 
Tom had to pick-up a friend, and didn't get home until late and was relaxing then help a friend out with a ( Read more... )

I don't understand why I am still upset/bent out of shape/mad, hell I'm not even sure what I feel, I just know I am not happy with my husband. And it's stupid. I'm mad because he didn't come to bed until after 5 this morning.

I woke up at about 5 after 5 this morning and he wasn't in bed so I came upstairs to find him. He was on the computer. He ( Read more... )

I wanted to update and couldn't and was too frustrated to write it out long-hand now I can't remember it all ( Read more... )

I wish day one were here, then at least I know emotionally I would feel somewhat better ( Read more... )

I am so irritated at Tom right now ( Read more... )