so, yesterday was insane.

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ok, sooooooo strange...seriously a MINUTE after finishing that last entry? zac calls.

and do you want to know why he calls ( Read more... )

the weirdest thing for me is the fact that i'm never going to be in this room again. and maybe someone else who lived here last year is going to live here again next year. so i'm just the interim tenant, here for 2 months and then gone forever. i probably won't ever even come into this dorm again, which i'm sort of ok with because i haaaaa-aaaa- ( Read more... )

thought of zac for the first time all weekend just now. i guess technically it's monday so it doesn't even count.

i'm only ever over him at times i might've normally been with him. then the sun comes up and the jealous rage returns and i'm back to the angry entries about why doesn't he want me?!?!?!!?!!!!????!!!!!?!!one one 1 eleven ( Read more... )

this is so, so weird. i don't know what's wrong with me and why i attract the boys i do, but all month kevin keeps making weird sexual innuendos to me and i don't know if he's joking or not but he's seventeen and he just seems to be completely convinced that i want him or, if i don't, that he can convince me that i do. and he's a great kid, don't ( Read more... )

so, i don't know what this is ( Read more... )

so, i don't know what this is ( Read more... )

so, it's been a good few days ( Read more... )

i just feel like, every time everything seems to be going well, something jumps in and fucks it up ( Read more... )

so, this zac thing, god help me, is getting more confusing. he honestly needs to stop. the thing is, he has a ton of girl-friends, and he's super cute to all of them, and it's the most annoying thing EVER because if he didn't treat all girls like this, it'd be a big clue, and if he didn't have a lot of girl-friends then this would be a different ( Read more... )