hmm.

[summer_b_84]

thought of zac for the first time all weekend just now. i guess technically it's monday so it doesn't even count.

i'm only ever over him at times i might've normally been with him. then the sun comes up and the jealous rage returns and i'm back to the angry entries about why doesn't he want me?!?!?!!?!!!!????!!!!!?!!one one 1 eleven

in other news, i might need to seek therapy...