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so, i don't know what this is.
i just feel really weird about everything.
i feel like i'm on the edge of something huge, i just don't know what, or who's involved, or if it's good, or bad. just big.
i don't know if this makes any sense, but it's just really...
weird.
zac's back. also weird. but weird in a more explainable way. because i knew he wasn't going to call and i couldn't have expected him to and whatever...but it still sucks to be me when he doesn't call. even though he never said he would, and shouldn't have been expected to. and wasn't expected to. just...didn't. is all.
i just feel really weird about everything.
i feel like i'm on the edge of something huge, i just don't know what, or who's involved, or if it's good, or bad. just big.
i don't know if this makes any sense, but it's just really...
weird.
zac's back. also weird. but weird in a more explainable way. because i knew he wasn't going to call and i couldn't have expected him to and whatever...but it still sucks to be me when he doesn't call. even though he never said he would, and shouldn't have been expected to. and wasn't expected to. just...didn't. is all.