My current assignment from my sponsor is to write out my list of things I want in an ideal partner. I did this once before. I had a bad feeling back then when doing it. As if I knew that the person I was with then would never live up to them. That's not the purpose of the ideals list anyway, but still. I don't know how I feel about this one. I ( Read more... )

1) I have no control over the adrenaline rush that I get from a notification from my apartment complex, and my life becomes unmanageable when I loose sleep over something that is actually routine ( Read more... )

1) I have no control over the topic picked at any given AA meeting, and my life becomes unmanageable when I have to fight with my aversion to speaking over the phone so I can call my sponsor. Luckily, I got over that shit and followed orders ( Read more... )

1) I have no control over the number of crushed red pepper flake packets at the Intergroup Office, and my life becomes unmanageable when I fret about future pizza orders that may contain even more crushed red pepper flake packets ( Read more... )

1) I have no control over the random thoughts to do harm to myself that sometimes pop into my head and my life becomes unmanageable when I get so upset whilst driving that I begin to hyperventilate ( Read more... )