26 was full of shit

With all those drinking, I think i'm not gonna live another 26.

So with 27, I'm gonna make sure I live for another 27.

Life has hit me hard, but I know i'm way harder.

If what comes around goes around, then hell yeah I'm gonna play with feelings.

Bring them on bitches.

Its been a long time since i've actually remembered that i've a livejournal ( Read more... )

Once again, an entry in this journal would signify that I'm feeling emo, and that I have no one to talk to, or rather, the person whom i very much like to convey this message will be mad/upset/berserk if she reads this. So here I am rambling about my life ( Read more... )

In my last entry, I talk about me getting a job with a very good company, 6 months on now, I'm still healthily employed, not in the best position, but still well fed. Much has happened in this vast 6 months, breaking hearts, heart broken, been up on cloud 9, sent down to depths of hell, life was really a big gigantic ferris wheel. I've fallen out ( Read more... )

I wonder whoever remembers this and gets to read this deserves a big pat on the back (other than those ppl who have me on their friends list of course). I appreciate the thought that you actually remembered and came to check ( Read more... )

okie currently am working on some stupid computational fluid dynamics and my comp is busy doing 10000 iterations... for those who doesn noe wat does iterations means... to put it in layman's terms, it means that you have a formula, you have a value that can be put into this formula and in turn will generate a new value, then you use this new value ( Read more... )

As much as i dun wanna leave this blog... but i guess its been way too long that ive camped in LJ... and i believe this blog has already stirred alot of confusion, agony, bewilderment, shock, suprises, happiness and somestimes i find myself totally restricted of speech... gosh.. how could it be? well ive decided... from now on... i will shift blog ( Read more... )

10 cans of beer and i got myself high... yesterday night after a brief but meaningless conversation with someone... one of my aero dude asked me for a beer session and without hesitation i agreed coz i guess i myself needed some beer... while chatting with this dude, i wun really like tell him exactly everything but hes one good fren to have.. ( Read more... )

hmm somehow it just feels different today... everything seems to be changing... and i dunno why... wat usually happens on a typical tuesday of my life didn happen at all.. rather things of the opposite happened... and i meant everything... first i got those one liners from a fren of mine... i got stares and hostility from another in school... and i ( Read more... )

after a calming down session with myself.. peace is restored once again... for how long? i dunno... but it sure was one hell of a mental episode... screw myself for allowing myself to feel this way...

Oh Lord... let me walk out of this with my head held high...