A sudden outburst
I wonder whoever remembers this and gets to read this deserves a big pat on the back (other than those ppl who have me on their friends list of course). I appreciate the thought that you actually remembered and came to check.
Even though i have moved to multiply, but still i have not blogged in a super long time. (publicly that is). The reason why I'm back here is that actually i was hoping not everyone remembers this place. So that i can keep stuff here that hopefully not everyone can see.
It has been a really tough ride out here, working in the wings of the glorious Steve Jobs. Some people around think i got lucky, but truth is, i am. It pays to be out here, doing stuff like crapping and firing shit onto my counter parts. Doing backstabbing work right in front of people's face. Sounds like a good deal. Well that is albeit a tip of the fucking ice berg. I have to deal with so many issues like firing shit at idiots who doesn't even know and realized that they are getting shit at, or deal with idiots who decide to stick the shit back at me.
People think its great to live in hotels, sounds like a cool idea huh? And so i thought too, but after being out here for a month and a half, when all i have is just the room, 4 walls, lousy internet connection, poor tv reception, life gets pretty mundane. Not that im exactly complaining coz everything is done for a greater cause. You and I know that my job is to keep millions of people happy with what they pay for. On a more personal note, there is definitely a much greater cause than what i do. You may or may not know, but its okie. I'm focused, more than ever to climb this ladder, which I think i'm doing good. People take notice of my presence, foxxies (a secret code for a group of people) start to fear me when i stick my ass around. I get respected, bit by bit.
6 months on the contract, seriously I have no idea where i'm going after that. I hope they are going to keep me for the good work im doing. I slog like a dog, literally coz i noe i want this to happen. I want to save and earn so that i can give and provide someday. Whoever reads this will know that i'm damn serious when it comes to work. 0 tolerance for shitty stuff.
But sometime too, at the end of the fucking day, i wonder what the fuck i'm doing. I start at 8, end at 6 sometimes later than that. I come back, continue on emailing, reporting, watch some tv, i go to bed. Seriously, money aside, am i doing myself any good? Not that i'm regretting, but just something worth a thought. Well on the bright side, every month i get to take a few days break to catch up with myself, and with ppl whom i need to catch with. So its not too bad. Life is so contradicting, before you have it, you can die for it, after you get it, you think twice should you be keeping it.
So really, to ppl who still reads this pls say I. Really appreciates that you still remember.
P.S. The reason why im on livejournal and not on multiply is because China blocks multiply and blogspot and facebook. Assholes.
Even though i have moved to multiply, but still i have not blogged in a super long time. (publicly that is). The reason why I'm back here is that actually i was hoping not everyone remembers this place. So that i can keep stuff here that hopefully not everyone can see.
It has been a really tough ride out here, working in the wings of the glorious Steve Jobs. Some people around think i got lucky, but truth is, i am. It pays to be out here, doing stuff like crapping and firing shit onto my counter parts. Doing backstabbing work right in front of people's face. Sounds like a good deal. Well that is albeit a tip of the fucking ice berg. I have to deal with so many issues like firing shit at idiots who doesn't even know and realized that they are getting shit at, or deal with idiots who decide to stick the shit back at me.
People think its great to live in hotels, sounds like a cool idea huh? And so i thought too, but after being out here for a month and a half, when all i have is just the room, 4 walls, lousy internet connection, poor tv reception, life gets pretty mundane. Not that im exactly complaining coz everything is done for a greater cause. You and I know that my job is to keep millions of people happy with what they pay for. On a more personal note, there is definitely a much greater cause than what i do. You may or may not know, but its okie. I'm focused, more than ever to climb this ladder, which I think i'm doing good. People take notice of my presence, foxxies (a secret code for a group of people) start to fear me when i stick my ass around. I get respected, bit by bit.
6 months on the contract, seriously I have no idea where i'm going after that. I hope they are going to keep me for the good work im doing. I slog like a dog, literally coz i noe i want this to happen. I want to save and earn so that i can give and provide someday. Whoever reads this will know that i'm damn serious when it comes to work. 0 tolerance for shitty stuff.
But sometime too, at the end of the fucking day, i wonder what the fuck i'm doing. I start at 8, end at 6 sometimes later than that. I come back, continue on emailing, reporting, watch some tv, i go to bed. Seriously, money aside, am i doing myself any good? Not that i'm regretting, but just something worth a thought. Well on the bright side, every month i get to take a few days break to catch up with myself, and with ppl whom i need to catch with. So its not too bad. Life is so contradicting, before you have it, you can die for it, after you get it, you think twice should you be keeping it.
So really, to ppl who still reads this pls say I. Really appreciates that you still remember.
P.S. The reason why im on livejournal and not on multiply is because China blocks multiply and blogspot and facebook. Assholes.