In trying to create a simple and informal night to be social with my friends....Instead with I have created with it's utter social failure, a gigantic mental roadblock ( Read more... )

So the wedding did turn out to be quite a success, for me at least. I did go though an uncomfortable period of time during the reception where I was alone at the table and suffering a notable breakdown (why I have no idea,aside that the atmosphere at the time it was socially claustrophobic.) After about half a malibu and sprite, I felt better. Much ( Read more... )

Yet another cursed Valentines day in a long line. I was sick, I was single, I was miserably lonely for days before and after.
Oh Valentines.

Yesterday my head was so foggy with depressing and stupid thoughts (as is typical in this kind of scenario, when the going gets tough, I get stupid)

And one of the conclusions I came to while I did a little walkabout, was that I'm kind of a hikikomori. (or a hiki for short) For those not in the know, a definition on the topic. I fit pretty well ( Read more... )