Going a bit off the grid
Yesterday my head was so foggy with depressing and stupid thoughts (as is typical in this kind of scenario, when the going gets tough, I get stupid)
And one of the conclusions I came to while I did a little walkabout, was that I'm kind of a hikikomori. (or a hiki for short) For those not in the know, a definition on the topic. I fit pretty well into the second definition.
So in an attempt to remedy this part of my situation (My over all situation/problems are more layered than a good parfait) I am going to drastically cut down on the time I'm spending on the internet and on the places I visit. I've narrowed it down to Email, LiveJournal, Facebook, and Gaia.(Gaia because I have fish there I have to feed) And these will be the only places I visit daily. I would leave out Live Journal and Facebook if not for the fact that some times that's the only ways I know whats going on with my friends.
Now what remains to be seen is weather or not I can keep to this and weather it will help me, or just make me completely miserable in ways I hadn't even thought of.
So online friends, if you ever need something from me in my absence, don't be afraid to call me. I'll give my cell number to any one who wants it. On account of I"m not going to be on msn messenger during this time either.
Hoping I can dream again, life isn't worth it without it -Faithfully Musashi
And one of the conclusions I came to while I did a little walkabout, was that I'm kind of a hikikomori. (or a hiki for short) For those not in the know, a definition on the topic. I fit pretty well into the second definition.
So in an attempt to remedy this part of my situation (My over all situation/problems are more layered than a good parfait) I am going to drastically cut down on the time I'm spending on the internet and on the places I visit. I've narrowed it down to Email, LiveJournal, Facebook, and Gaia.(Gaia because I have fish there I have to feed) And these will be the only places I visit daily. I would leave out Live Journal and Facebook if not for the fact that some times that's the only ways I know whats going on with my friends.
Now what remains to be seen is weather or not I can keep to this and weather it will help me, or just make me completely miserable in ways I hadn't even thought of.
So online friends, if you ever need something from me in my absence, don't be afraid to call me. I'll give my cell number to any one who wants it. On account of I"m not going to be on msn messenger during this time either.
Hoping I can dream again, life isn't worth it without it -Faithfully Musashi