So, the most depressing thing in the world?

Reading about what the people in your graduating class are doing now.

Even more depressing?

Re-reading your graduation class prophecy and seeing they prophesied you as the "local lunatic."

Okay.

I have six years to lose my mind.

So, I spoke with someone at student services about next semester... Needless to say, friends and coworkers have been more helpful. It's not that she wasn't helpful, she just a) basically told me what I already know, b) didn't quite seem to grasp just how much I DON'T want to be here, ever, and c) gave me the slight feeling that she leaned towards ( Read more... )

Ugh, it's almost 4:30 and I'm still awake. Wide awake, even. I cannot stop thinking. I think it is in my best interest to not go back to school next semester. I'll take on roughly 6 shifts a week at work, make some more money, smooth out some debt. I've come to realize that I am completely unhappy at school. I don't like it. Well, that's not true. ( Read more... )

Okay! In order to actually attempt to schedule out my next week... I'll be writing it out here. This is for my reference only (and maybe a little bit to show you how screwed I really am ( Read more... )

Ugh, why did I sleep most of my day away? I am the worst person ever, and it's 2:30 and I'm not tired because of my poor judgment. On the bright side, I got reading done. Like... a good chunk of it. I am now half way through my second novel for a class, and what do I have to thank for this newfound interest in this book? JAMES BOND. (I'm reading a ( Read more... )

In case anyone's wondering, I'm feeling slightly better today. I've been in a relatively jovial mood all day, aside from the fright I got this morning when the light sparked and went out, taking all the lights in the living room and kitchen with it. I'm quite certain I have terrible nerves. u_u ( Read more... )

I AM NOT ALLOWED DEW FUEL EVER AGAIN. (For those of you who don't know, Dew Fuel is the Mountain Dew "energy drink" which contains a hella lot of caffeine.... so much they have to put a warning on it. Caffeine = medicinal ingredient ( Read more... )

Good grief. I just read the assigned readings for my english class tomorrow, and they're so emo I think I might have to go cut myself. I mean, they're well written and all, but they're so depressing I just want to die after reading them. Or you know, get some sort of gothic lacy dress, pale my face up and do my hair in some elaborate Victorian ( Read more... )

I haven't written in forevaaaaaaa. I'm incredible bored right now, and what I should be doing is reading or something for school. Really, I should. And I might, I might get to that ( Read more... )

So, I haven't written in a while, but I decided I would write a few things that I have been meaning to get out (and one thing that I only just discovered about myself tonight ( Read more... )