Somethings I don't like to think about. And one of them is my son Daniel ( Read more... )

Well, it turned out as I feared. I lost it. Oddly enough I'm not too overly upset by it, not yet anyway. Maybe because it was too early to form a strong attachment?? Possibly. But never the less I am sad, but not hair ripping out sad ( Read more... )

...Have come and gone already since I found out about my miscarriage. And I tell you the pain hasn't gotten any better. Still before going to bed at night I still cry my eyes out. Not just a few pity tears, great big ones that rack my body and make it impossible for me to sleep at night. It took two sleep aids to get me to relax and go to bed ( Read more... )