Please remove the rose colored glasses from your face and open your eyes. Stop comparing everynoe to your own complex and accept people for who they are and who they aren't.

We are all just living our lives, trying to survive through our goals, high expectations, life itself. We never stop to think about the small things, and when some of us happen to stumble upon the slightest glimpse of light we quickly destroy it with the decay of our blackened hearts and shattered dreams. I can not even begin to understand why... ( Read more... )

As my memory rests, I never forget what I’ve lost ( Read more... )

I have reached a wall with a door in it. Should I open it?

A part of my life has finished itself with out me even realizing it. It seems as if that once scared helpless child had just begun her foot steps yesterday, although a stronger me as reached what I have hoped for all along. A new beginning...

My mind is running on over drive and no amount of sleep, caffeine, or your average energy drink can wake it. I am not tired physically, only mentally, drained, stretched ( Read more... )

Opening closed doors that were meant to remain closed is not of my interest. Leaving my past behind is much more difficult then just simply acknowledging it today. I have done the work to face my abandonment, and my fear of rejection, I just can not seem to let it go now. It remains a jester circling around in my mind constantly reminding me, with ( Read more... )

Crawling up in a ball of hidden secret shame feels so right tonight. I am hopelessly leaving memories of turmoil lingering in the back of my mind. "Deal with it! you are weak!" the aggressive adult screams in my mind... "Give up hope..." the codependent self murmurs once more... the child backs off "I am doing the best I can..." I crave affection ( Read more... )

Let me first start with how grateful I am to have been so blessed. So many things have happened and gracefully I escaped catastrophe. Financially I am doing not so good... worrying about money has really taken a toll on me emotionally, it is not something I am good at overcoming. I was recently granted a new position making more money, I start the ( Read more... )

I finally got myself a new truck and I love it!!!!!!!!! It is a 2006 Black Nissan Frontier XE extended cab and it is beautiful. I am making the payments all by myself and I am excited! Tempe is so fucked up! Everything is misplaced and I hate it. We drove around for 2 hours looking for Le Girls until we finally found it. Oh yeah and whitney and I ( Read more... )