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happy november to all. halloween was pretty fun for me. i was rainbow brite and carianne was minnie mouse.. we went to algenards on the 30th and partahhed.. it was pretty fun. last nite i dressed up and trick or treated w/teej and devon for a little bit then went to see alan at our new apartment! i'll be staying there tonite. theys should have ( Read more... )

so does the world. with each breath we inhale on this earth our days grow less and less. i find myself peacefully numb lately. pleasantly stun ( Read more... )

today was a nice day. i stayed at cariannes lastg nite then woke up and alan came over.. we snuggled for awhile then went and played pool. he invitged me to wes's to see him tomorrow too. im at cariannes now too and about to sleep ,,, but just wanted to document my nice day w/alan and others..

i miss alan so much!! we had to move out of the house within 3 days because chris had suspicion of 'narcotics' and sold the house so quickly. it's so strange being back at my parents house.. it gives me a really uncomfortable feeling of nostalgia that i don't enjoy at all. i need to stop going out so i can wake up and go to the labor pool, get ( Read more... )

today i went to my community service (blaH).

i came home and watched aladdin with alan and played with ice. ;).

tomorrow i shall call subway about that god damn job! but now it's off to leahs i go.
i need to make my 'faeire'/ 'mermaid' tee's.. with puff paint.
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i'm so pissed that i can't smoke any tea. it sounds pathetic to my friends that are avid coke users... but it's still a habit that i need to break. i know that coke is harder.. but it doesn't make this any easier. it's just so unfortunate because i really loved smoking tea. i just walked out on the porch and saw half a joint in the ash tray and ( Read more... )

soo biatches ( Read more... )

i'm really effing pissed the FUCK OFF RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )