he takes my breath away.
so does the world. with each breath we inhale on this earth our days grow less and less. i find myself peacefully numb lately. pleasantly stun.
i need a motherfucking job.
my dad is a lying asshole that likes to break his daughters heart.
all my brother does is sleep.
my mom is always at work.
i miss my boyfriend and want to move in with him.
i'm poor.
but things can't be THAT bad really. i shouldn't drag myself down any further than i already am.
i'm getting a job tomorrow. i AM getting a job tomorrow. i am saving aLl of my fucking money till i can afford to live somewhere by myself and maybe alan will want to live with me in 7 months. ughh.. it sounds so long. i can be patient though .. ill have to be i guess.
i'm going to start school in jan. too... which is good. blah.
i need a motherfucking job.
my dad is a lying asshole that likes to break his daughters heart.
all my brother does is sleep.
my mom is always at work.
i miss my boyfriend and want to move in with him.
i'm poor.
but things can't be THAT bad really. i shouldn't drag myself down any further than i already am.
i'm getting a job tomorrow. i AM getting a job tomorrow. i am saving aLl of my fucking money till i can afford to live somewhere by myself and maybe alan will want to live with me in 7 months. ughh.. it sounds so long. i can be patient though .. ill have to be i guess.
i'm going to start school in jan. too... which is good. blah.