one: my closest friend's sex(ual) life makes me as scared inside as my own does ( Read more... )

Da-amn I like good today. Yowza. Brand new dark blue $10 Sketchers; new-to-me orange pants that tie at the bottom and have big-ass pockets on the legs; long sleeve red shirt; blue-and-white dinosaur print long underwear top that I cut into a loose tank top; string of pearls looped twice around my neck; my coin necklace that I never take off; new ( Read more... )

There are 3,000+ crosses and gravestones on my campus’s lawns. I helped put them up yesterday in the pouring rain. Almost all of them have a name on them. The name of someone who has died in Iraq. Just “our side”. Not the Iraqis - because there isn’t enough room to put 204,000 gravestones up. We have a speaker system set up and we are reading the ( Read more... )

I surrender! I give in! I admit it! I withdraw! I bow down!
My name is Newt and I like Macs.
After several hours of Photoshop homework yesterday, today I keep wanting to draw things to the trash and stuff and...PCs don't work that way. (What is the actual "opposite" of a Mac? Or the "opposite" of a PC?)
On another note: don't you hate when you ( Read more... )

Gawd. Everything is ok. I'm done feeling shitty. Yup--already. Last night I wanted to call Sam but of course didn't, because we're only going to talk once a week max. But the cool thing is this shift from attached to single has gone remarkably well. Somehow, now that the dread is gone, I'm totally ok with this. No biggie. Fucking yay! My hope is ( Read more... )

My brain is seriously confuddled right now. But I'll try to get these words out ( Read more... )