today's realizations
one: my closest friend's sex(ual) life makes me as scared inside as my own does
two: the friendship I have created with Mao, how ever superficial, is unlike any I have made before - it's shockingly normal, and comforting as a result
three: I truly, absolutely, completely want to work in advertising/visual communications - it feels stupid to get so excited over ads, but I'm trying to feel proud of my passion, instead
four: I'm going to try busking
five: things with Sam aren't as dramatic as I often think nor as simple
five: it's going to be ok - really
also, I wrote a song last night:
I want to work on making my voice stronger and more sing-y and less talk-y. I want to get my strumming more consistent. And I want to be able to say my Rs...yeah, we all know that not happening. ::sigh::
two: the friendship I have created with Mao, how ever superficial, is unlike any I have made before - it's shockingly normal, and comforting as a result
three: I truly, absolutely, completely want to work in advertising/visual communications - it feels stupid to get so excited over ads, but I'm trying to feel proud of my passion, instead
four: I'm going to try busking
five: things with Sam aren't as dramatic as I often think nor as simple
five: it's going to be ok - really
also, I wrote a song last night:
Click to viewI want to work on making my voice stronger and more sing-y and less talk-y. I want to get my strumming more consistent. And I want to be able to say my Rs...yeah, we all know that not happening. ::sigh::