It is Jenn’s birthday. The family took her out for dinner at Lone Star; the food was outstanding. I usually don’t eat cow meat. I hope that she had a good time and liked her presents. Of course, she got a video iPod so her attention was focused on that ( Read more... )

I had a day off of both school and work (what a concept!). I loved it. Here’s a rundown ( Read more... )

[at work] Another fucking night when I am staying late at work. I swear, this is getting very ridiculous. If Rick does not know how to make the schedule, then let someone else do it. I'm crying because so far it's only Alvin and me. Jose was called in, but he is going to be late, so there is no telling when I will be off. I was planning on going ( Read more... )

I’ve come to realize that love is the greatest mystery. Two of my potential dating partners have been demoted to friends. One of them was Jacob. He has a sexual assault history, and while I feel guilty in using that against him, I can’t let it harm any relationship we might have had and it would have. I would be too afraid to be in any room with ( Read more... )

Another day complete with drama. This time it was drama having to do with Jacob. For the second time in less than a week, I was “stood up”. Jacob slept through the date and I was pissed off. I keep on getting stood up. Sure, the last two times are forgivable, but still. Jacob felt seriously horrible about it, but I was actually quite relieved. I ( Read more... )

I go a few day without updating and I have a bunch to say. I haven’t wanted to update these past few nights; in fact, I seem to be unfocused in all areas of my life ( Read more... )

You know how I said that I wanted to experience that feeling that says “This is the one; the search is over!”? I didn’t even get to experience the depression that resulted from the lack of it. For the second time in my life, I was stood up. The first time was Freshman Homecoming, by a boy named Sullivan. I had gotten all gusty up. I had a beautiful ( Read more... )

I always like to learn about people’s particularities and oddities. No one is really “normal”. There’s always something odd about them. Sometimes, my characters inherit these oddities. Today, I found out an oddity about myself. I love fruit, I really do. However, I can not stand apples when they are whole. Something is off about them. Yet, when ( Read more... )

You can add another. That makes what? Five? Well, the guy has been attempting to get a date from me a couple months before this started. He works at the mall and started with giving me his email. I lost his email that time. I totally meant to email him too. . . I’m serious. Although how he took the news that I lost his email kind of made me a ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking hoe bag ( Read more... )