well i haven't updated in a few weeks i haven't had access to my laptop (but i did have internet) or the will to post really ( Read more... )

Well first and for most i quit.......weight lifting, upon consultation of a new friend it's too much for my body and bones to take, and it's why i'm so heavy i just keep putting on mass (my arms are mad nice right now, but i gained more muscle and didn't lose fat) so i'm going to switch to bodyweight conditioning, calisthenics, hip hop abs (i'll ( Read more... )

well i found some measuring tape and measured my waist and hips 32 and 42 inches respectively, yuck, yuck, yuck, yuck, yuck ( Read more... )

Well i took a couple of craps this morning and all of my bloating went down (which means my stomach is back to being almost, almost flat again) i feel so much better about myself and i don't feel all weighted down (prob also the sunny day and absence of crazy hormones). Part of me feels like i wasted these last 2 months, but in reality i managed to ( Read more... )

ok so i don't know really where to begin with this post, but i've completely backpedaled. I guess it was a combination of getting sick, then smoking weed again (i'm having an impossible time quitting), then binging for days on end, then i got my period, with a heavy sprinkling of depression mixed in. I have alot of expectations for myself, and i ( Read more... )

did the gym thing today but cut out the cardio (been coughing i want to save my lungs). I gained the weight i lost back, i see it in my tummy (bad) and breasts (good). I have 15 weeks left to get it together, the cold threw me off, but that's ok, i'm going to start counting calories again (if not today, tomorrow) i want to be 170 by march 5th that' ( Read more... )

well i already hit the peak of this cold, and i should be good to get back in the gym, i guess we'll all find out the damage on monday, but whatever as long as i haven't lost my fight, i'm still winning the bikini battle.

well i don't have much to update, but i'm worried about my monday weigh in, i'm hoping i don't gain more than 2 pounds, i've been eating pretty freely (i do this when i get sick), as long as i get back in the gym on monday it will be ok. i'm posting here so i don't just let myself go ( Read more... )

well i did the babysitting (it was fun but little babies are a handful!!) ate a bunch of junk on wednesday and thursday, and now today (friday) i am sick so i can't work out, so i'm going to 'try' to keep my eating in check, do everything i can to get healthy and hopefully i can be back in the gym by monday.

well i trudged through the snow and took my ass to the gym, i did legs and lower abs plus 35 minutes on the bike (i did hiit half assed today cuz my quads were burning) and 45 walking on the treadmill ( Read more... )