On the wagon
Well i took a couple of craps this morning and all of my bloating went down (which means my stomach is back to being almost, almost flat again) i feel so much better about myself and i don't feel all weighted down (prob also the sunny day and absence of crazy hormones). Part of me feels like i wasted these last 2 months, but in reality i managed to shrink and i can see the difference, but now, a day away from march i really need to buckle down, i still have enough time to get myself together, my main overall goal is to be consistent. I'm happy i'm back to being happy.
My weight is really bothering me, i'm not going back to the gym today, i just want to clean up my house and focus on getting my eating back on track, i don't think i'm going to hop back on the scale untill april fools day, and i'm going to back onto a "weekends only" schedule with bud, and when the snow thaws and it warms up a bit, i'm going to start i guess the couch to 5k program or some type of progressive endurance building jogging regime, i was having a whole talk with my cousin about training together (my dad lives near central park and suggested we start running there), i know running is really going to get my body in shape.
Tomorrow i'm going to hustle some money out of my dad (i spent the money i had on crap food) to buy creatine, glutamine, and more whey protein, but i might not mess with the creatine or hold off because gaining muscle is good, but i don't want to gain anymore weight, (if i had to guess my weight i prob weight 176, maybe less) it's harder to run with more weight on, and do chin-up or pull-ups, i wish i could just snap my fingers and be 20 pounds lighter (even if i looked the same).
My weight is really bothering me, i'm not going back to the gym today, i just want to clean up my house and focus on getting my eating back on track, i don't think i'm going to hop back on the scale untill april fools day, and i'm going to back onto a "weekends only" schedule with bud, and when the snow thaws and it warms up a bit, i'm going to start i guess the couch to 5k program or some type of progressive endurance building jogging regime, i was having a whole talk with my cousin about training together (my dad lives near central park and suggested we start running there), i know running is really going to get my body in shape.
Tomorrow i'm going to hustle some money out of my dad (i spent the money i had on crap food) to buy creatine, glutamine, and more whey protein, but i might not mess with the creatine or hold off because gaining muscle is good, but i don't want to gain anymore weight, (if i had to guess my weight i prob weight 176, maybe less) it's harder to run with more weight on, and do chin-up or pull-ups, i wish i could just snap my fingers and be 20 pounds lighter (even if i looked the same).