( 1,001 Paper Cranes )

for those of you who have followed my journal for the ten+ years of it's existance, you know I have a problem with...existing ( Read more... )

I haven't really visited the forum since the one year anniversary of my mother's death, because I haven't needed to, I've been too focused on live and returning to it ( Read more... )

For those who know of the drama with the house (Bank of America jerking me around, refusing to admit to getting faxes even though they managed to change the name on the account from mom's name to Estate of Mom's Name, selling the mortgage randomly, etc), I filed a complaint against them with the Attorney General ( Read more... )

I understand you like fucking with people, I get it that you have a black hole next to your acquasitions fax, really, it's cool that I'm in foreclosure and have spent six months faxing you my mother's death certificate and probate paperwork ( Read more... )

( Waking Up a Survivor: One Year Later )

I'm still very well trained, even in sleep, hearing my mother's voice had me awake and rolling out of bed before I remembered she's dead and I don't really need to run to her every beck and whim. *head pillow*

Now I'm tired yet wide awake...I forgot how little sleep I functioned on when it came to mum.

It's weird, on somedays I can entirely forget that in just two months....my mother will have been gone for a year ( Read more... )

Alright, so I'm going through boxes and crap of stuff that has to be mum's because I've never seen it before (and trust me, she had a lot of that)...and I keep finding jewlery.

Except...mum doesn't OWN jewlery. Diddn't wear it, didn't like it...the only pieces she knowingly had are accounted for in my jewlery box because I own and wear jewlery, ( Read more... )

I just had a dream my mother came back to life ( Read more... )