i've made my way into the fall of 2006 of my livejournal. i am still whining about Adri; however, Corri is leaving the cutest comments ever. i fell like such a doucher. i keep waiting for a post where in which i say something like "i am such an idiot, all this time crying over Adri, i had someone amazing right in front of me." there probably is no ( Read more... )

i hated today. a lot. i don't know why but i just woke up with hate. i spent most of the day listening to the cure and tagging my photos on my computer with Google's horrible Software called Picasa. Fuck, it is horrible. It is v3 and it feels like it is still in Beta. It was awful ( Read more... )

So i thought i got lucky when i discovered a drug called Nembutal on the alt.suicide.methods forum. It is illegal here in the US but easy enough to buy online through places like China. 15 grams is enough to kill you, but costs over 300$ for that amount. i don't have 300$ and even if i did i would hate to spend that kind of money and have it not ( Read more... )