...and it is shit
i cannot find a fucking job. i am even looking outside the pet industry but there is just nothing that i qualify for. i am just fucked. If Cunthia hires me back, it is only a matter of time before i screw up and she fires me. It is easy to screw up there since there are so many little procedures and policies. It makes it extremely easy to forget to do something. And since i hate the place, i tend to slack off which means i will fuck something up. i am so fucked. Going to the hospital just ruined everything for me. i should have stood my ground and not have gone. Shit fuck. What am i going to do? When i lose my job i will have to move into Corri's living room. There is no other way i will survive. Cunthia gave my more "homework" to do. i need to give specific examples of Attitude, Work Habits, Personal Hygiene, and Willingness To be More Of A Leader. i don't know what the fuck i'm going to write. This is my life. This is my fucking life.