...then finish up Orange is the New Black on Netflix
Today was an okay day. i overslept and missed some of my outpatient program. Corri never showed up either but i guess she asked me last night if i was going and i never got the text. She called 16 times while i was sleeping and thought i killed myself so she showed up at my house, high, at like 2 am. i don't remember any of it. Apparently i gave her a hug too. i really have absolutely no recollection of it. i wish i was hanging out with her tonight but she doesn't want to. Erin O is already in bed so she doesn't want to hang out either. i still need to call the other Erin i met while i was hospitalized. It is getting to a point where it will almost be too weird to call her since i have waited so long.
i try not to think about work but i just can't help it. i am supposed to meet with Cunthia tomorrow. i don't know what about. i am so sick of her shit. i looked for jobs today but couldn't find anything that i qualify for. i applied to PetSmart but i am unsure i would get hired if they were hiring. i failed the timed questionnaire miserably. It had a lot of math and word association questions. i need a new job so badly. i am so depressed and lonely. i am going to go shower.
i try not to think about work but i just can't help it. i am supposed to meet with Cunthia tomorrow. i don't know what about. i am so sick of her shit. i looked for jobs today but couldn't find anything that i qualify for. i applied to PetSmart but i am unsure i would get hired if they were hiring. i failed the timed questionnaire miserably. It had a lot of math and word association questions. i need a new job so badly. i am so depressed and lonely. i am going to go shower.