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i'm taking a break from Cunthia's "homework" assignment to write in my journal.
i had such a great cry earlier today at Corri's house. i felt good afterwards. i called my dad crying and asked him for money that i know he doesn't have, but is willing to give me some anyway. i want to be able to pay him back right away so i need to get my job back and Aunt Cunthia's and do my best to, not only keep it, but to bare it as well. i need to go in there with a smile on my face and a hitch in my step. i need to be a model employee once more. It will be hard since i despise her so much. Eventually, soon, something will come up elsewhere that i can get hired at. Preferably with animals but i am pretty much willing to take retail if it means getting out of this hell hole. The only problem is keeping my monthly income below 1000 so i can keep what i actually get from disability. It isn't much by a long shot but it helps.
i just added some more music onto my phone so i have more of a selection when i am driving.
i've been so miserable lately, mainly because of my work/financial situation but i still don't regret moving to Roseville, CA. i love it here. i still think of Shannon when it comes to certain places around here and how much i think she would have loved them. Things like zpizza (they have vegan pizza) and The Noble Vegetarian. i think she would have loved it here.
i had such a great cry earlier today at Corri's house. i felt good afterwards. i called my dad crying and asked him for money that i know he doesn't have, but is willing to give me some anyway. i want to be able to pay him back right away so i need to get my job back and Aunt Cunthia's and do my best to, not only keep it, but to bare it as well. i need to go in there with a smile on my face and a hitch in my step. i need to be a model employee once more. It will be hard since i despise her so much. Eventually, soon, something will come up elsewhere that i can get hired at. Preferably with animals but i am pretty much willing to take retail if it means getting out of this hell hole. The only problem is keeping my monthly income below 1000 so i can keep what i actually get from disability. It isn't much by a long shot but it helps.
i just added some more music onto my phone so i have more of a selection when i am driving.
i've been so miserable lately, mainly because of my work/financial situation but i still don't regret moving to Roseville, CA. i love it here. i still think of Shannon when it comes to certain places around here and how much i think she would have loved them. Things like zpizza (they have vegan pizza) and The Noble Vegetarian. i think she would have loved it here.