I'm not going to Turku this week. My leg hurts. I have huge anxieties. I'm ruining my life quickly this way. But I have a load of books to read instead.

I love my coilhouse t-shirt.

I'm going to have another surgery on 1.2. Till then there is time. I though I might go to Turku a couple of times. Helsinki, too, probably somewhere around 28th-30th ( Read more... )

I went to browse the DVDs and CDs on sale, and found something which immediately made me think: "I'll buy this for Johannes!".
But of course I won't.

I'm bored.

Might go to Paris in March for a couple of days.

I talked on the phone to Ireland for over an hour ( Read more... )

How do you ripen an avocado that's already been cut open? It was too hard to spread on my breakfast rye bread yesterday, so I put in back in together with the apples, but it hasn't really changed much ( Read more... )

Though I use it mostly if I have something to do with takes me the whole day, because walking with crutches makes me really tired. I'm not exhausted like I was two weeks ago when I came from hospital, and the pain is wearing off to the extent I decided not to eat painkillers today nor yesterday ( Read more... )

Time passes. My tattoo is finished. I go to work, I go home. It's autumn, it's rainy, it's cold, and I usually wear unsuitable clothes for the weather. There are so many things I don't understand. I distract myself with reading and films, trying to avoid the pain which is everywhere. Lots of things that cannot be written about in an open journal on ( Read more... )

Movies seen ( Read more... )

It began snowing last night. In the morning I woke up to snow country. I slipped and skidded to work, fell twice. Built a lot of phones, asked my catsitter to go for a coffee, and spoke with my father on the phone. I feel like a fake person, trying to be accepted, and I'm afraid of stupidity, because it means both unintellectualism and ( Read more... )

The Maj Karma song "Aaverakastajat" reminds me of Kim Ki-Duks film Iron Three. I've been enchanted by Wong Kar-wai and Kim Ki-duk for a while now ( Read more... )