Today I thought i.a. about the following things.

Jan 18, 2010 20:44

I'm going to have another surgery on 1.2. Till then there is time. I though I might go to Turku a couple of times. Helsinki, too, probably somewhere around 28th-30th.

I walk a lot more, it hurts only occasionally and without warranting painkillers.

I figured I get a lot out of Finnish rock music in how it helps me find words for destructive emotions or feelings I'm afraid of. Maj Karma for jealousy, CMX for death fantasies, Viikate for boredom, etc.

I donated money through the Red Cross to Haiti.

I donate monthly to a number for organisations. I have a lot of ethical anxiety. I even wanted an international career in order to work it out. Today I can't quite do that, however I decided to always donate the equivalent amount of money when I buy something beyond my rent and supplies for the cats. This means when my winter shoes arrive from Lapland, if I buy something luxurious, or when I augment my living colouring book with a new tattoo. Or go out to eat. Or travel.

I really, really want a trip on the Trans-Siberian railway to happen in the future. It tops my list of 100 goals for 1000 days, and is runners-up as well.

I think I could maybe try to find out if I can go to Paris by train. It'd be a long trip though, I might not have the time because my therapy sessions are going to be fixed from February on. I got a positive decision from Kela.

I read an interesting article on Kela in November's Image btw.

salo

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