Every once in a while life surprises you. I'm completely devastated about losing Victor to the Western Front, but this entry isn't about that. I reached out to an old friend recently, and posting our messages will probably reveal a part of my life you probably didn't know existed, but many years ago this man was the only thing I could see. Reading ( Read more... )

So, for starters I'm in love with Courtney M. Bauman, but that's no secret. We've been spending time together lately and even though we go months without seeing each other we pick up like nothing ever left off. We went to Cherry Hill last night to play with Henry and Sid and some of their friends. We had an amazing time, I knew she'd like them they ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness... if you remember any entries from freshman year, you'll get a kick out of this. So, I'm minding my own business, about to go to Denny's for ice cream with my lover, Courtney, when Henry randomly IMs me after months of not speaking ( Read more... )

"It's weird…you know the end of something great is coming, but you wanna hold on, just for one more second…just so it can hurt a little more ( Read more... )

[It's Friday night... and I'm studying for a Sat morning final ( Read more... )

It's another beautiful day and of course, I'm happy. I love being happy. And you know what sucks about that? You don't realize how much being happy effects you until you spend two months on an emotional roller coaster.  Happiness is something that I took for granted in high school and even last semester. You think it's always going to be there, ( Read more... )

Hey to all of the 4 - 5 people that read this! lol I don't really care. Yesterday I was reading something on the site and Henry was like "Doesn't it bother you that anyone can read your journal?" And I was like, "Eh, not really, I don't think many people know my screen name." So, he says, "Maybe some one is stalking you." Which was when I realized ( Read more... )

I figured it was time for a new entry... that and I can't sleep. Sadly, I'm almost positive this entry will be very similar to the last...

I swear I should be locked away and the key should be thrown to the middle of the Indian Ocean (furthest ocean I could think of, lol). I not only ruin my life on a second by second basis... I bring incredible ( Read more... )

"Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
It only hurts at first.
But then you will find someone to give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him." -- The Starting Line

God, why does this have to be so hard. Things have been over for a ( Read more... )

So it's safe to say that we've been here before ( Read more... )