Weathering the storm
"It's weird…you know the end of something great is coming, but you wanna hold on, just for one more second…just so it can hurt a little more."
Yesterday was pretty solid. I went out to lunch with Henry and we just talked for what felt like ten minutes but was really three hours. He dragged my problems with Nick out on the table, which was strange because this time last year I'd never been so depressed in my life and it was all Henry's fault. He made me realize a lot about guys and I truly appreciate his heart and enthusiam toward my life. I honestly believe he and I could be lifetime friends and never encounter the strangeness of being ex-lovers again.
Last night, at the absolute bottom of my permitted sadness, I managed to have an incredible time with the most unexpected people. I mean, I always have a great time with Glenn [and his delinquent friends] and as I've stated NUMEROUS times, I LOVE HIM! But Vanessa [new house member] and Joseph of all people, who dramatically cut himself out of my life at the end of last semester, helped to make last night one of the best of this short lived semester. We went to Phi Kappa Tau, had a few beers and a lot of laughs. I really like Vanessa, she's like no other friend I've ever had. She's loud and CONSTANTLY confrentational, she'll do anything to push your buttons, she actually manages to make wearing long johns look CUTE! lol She's pretty cool, I'm looking foward to getting to know her better.
We only frat-ed it up for an hour. Came back to Helyar, had a few shots of tequila with D-Van, Ryan, Marshall, Rossi, April, Ben, and Vanessa. Marshalls friend, Miguel, refused to take his shots and kept pouring them in me and Marshalls cups [we only had two shot glasses, lol]... Boys can be such punks. Ben and I spent some QT watching TV and chatting it up, ultimately I fell asleep in his room around 5AM. I'm sure this is going to become a long drawn out thing, but it was fun last night [and this morning when his strange cell ringer woke us both up...] more on this Ben thing another time, but before you get any ideas it was strictly friendly. I'm staying away from HH hook-ups for the rest of my exsistence.
Well, Nick should be here any minute, so I'm out for now. April and I might cause some trouble in the City tonight, lol. I LOVE that girl, she totally entrusted me with all this info last night, which made me feel really good that she trusts me [in both of our drunken states]. She and Vanessa will ultimately be my Spring Semester Downfall, lol... there's always at least one! [kiss, kiss]
Yesterday was pretty solid. I went out to lunch with Henry and we just talked for what felt like ten minutes but was really three hours. He dragged my problems with Nick out on the table, which was strange because this time last year I'd never been so depressed in my life and it was all Henry's fault. He made me realize a lot about guys and I truly appreciate his heart and enthusiam toward my life. I honestly believe he and I could be lifetime friends and never encounter the strangeness of being ex-lovers again.
Last night, at the absolute bottom of my permitted sadness, I managed to have an incredible time with the most unexpected people. I mean, I always have a great time with Glenn [and his delinquent friends] and as I've stated NUMEROUS times, I LOVE HIM! But Vanessa [new house member] and Joseph of all people, who dramatically cut himself out of my life at the end of last semester, helped to make last night one of the best of this short lived semester. We went to Phi Kappa Tau, had a few beers and a lot of laughs. I really like Vanessa, she's like no other friend I've ever had. She's loud and CONSTANTLY confrentational, she'll do anything to push your buttons, she actually manages to make wearing long johns look CUTE! lol She's pretty cool, I'm looking foward to getting to know her better.
We only frat-ed it up for an hour. Came back to Helyar, had a few shots of tequila with D-Van, Ryan, Marshall, Rossi, April, Ben, and Vanessa. Marshalls friend, Miguel, refused to take his shots and kept pouring them in me and Marshalls cups [we only had two shot glasses, lol]... Boys can be such punks. Ben and I spent some QT watching TV and chatting it up, ultimately I fell asleep in his room around 5AM. I'm sure this is going to become a long drawn out thing, but it was fun last night [and this morning when his strange cell ringer woke us both up...] more on this Ben thing another time, but before you get any ideas it was strictly friendly. I'm staying away from HH hook-ups for the rest of my exsistence.
Well, Nick should be here any minute, so I'm out for now. April and I might cause some trouble in the City tonight, lol. I LOVE that girl, she totally entrusted me with all this info last night, which made me feel really good that she trusts me [in both of our drunken states]. She and Vanessa will ultimately be my Spring Semester Downfall, lol... there's always at least one! [kiss, kiss]