In an effort to write more and re-familiarize myself with my creative side, I've decided to write on daily prompts, or as daily as I can. Life is nothing short of ordinary and I hate it. I am 3 months away from graduation and while I'm scared shitless, I finally feel as though I am almost free. All of my (former) friends seem to be doing it, why ( Read more... )

The past two nights were interesting to say the least. I didn't get as drunk as I hoped tonight, but I was fucking hammered last night. I'm currently pretending to be asleep right now because one of my sister's boyfriend brought one of his army friends over and the army friend has been relentless in his attempts to get me interested in him all ( Read more... )

Well, another yeasr has passed. Well, not really a year, but a semester... I still hate who I've become. Probably becuase I don't even know who that is? How do we live so long and not even know who we are? How do we get through each and every day living with ourselves and still question the decisions we make? I'm so fucked up in the head, it's ( Read more... )

Morning came and I tried not to notice.
It was time for you to move along.
And The minutes fell like petals all around us,
Like a goodbye kiss when goodbye felt so wrong.
So you better get going,
You better move along now,
You better run off then and make yourself scarce

I wish I didn't love him so much

That's me: scum of the earth... I feel like a total piece of shit right now. I had an amazing time with Brian last night... well, kinda; the details get a little blurred between our versions of what ACTUALLY occured. Anyway, a girl I live with (who previously hooked up with him and got her heart broken) came by Brian's place with his roommate ( Read more... )

Well, it's 2006 and I can't believe it. It doesn't even feel like we just celebrated the new year. Don't get me wrong, I went to an awesome party, but thats all it felt like: an awesome party ( Read more... )

I am profoundly and irreversibly screwed up. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore ( Read more... )