You look like I need another drink...
The past two nights were interesting to say the least. I didn't get as drunk as I hoped tonight, but I was fucking hammered last night. I'm currently pretending to be asleep right now because one of my sister's boyfriend brought one of his army friends over and the army friend has been relentless in his attempts to get me interested in him all night. So when he went to the bathroom I got sent to my room so as not to have to experience the weird let down. I'm thankful, but I'm lonely in here!
As for last night, WASTED. Eric came to the bar when I was out with Joe. Don't get me wrong, Eric is probably one of the cutest guys I've ever flirted with, but last night when he tried to "make his move" I pretended I had to pee and walked away and the second I was alone with Joe, I was glad when he suggested we go to another bar. WHY? you ask? Well, David had everything to do with it. Even when I'm drunk, even when the CUTEST guy at the bar hits on me, he's all I can think about and hence I don't want to hook up or even flirt too much. It's sick really. I saw Brian tonight, the love of last semester and I waved and kept on walking.
On the one hand it feels really good to care about someone this much. But it totally sucks because I'm 80% sure he doesn't feel the same way. The other 20% makes me think that maybe something wonderful could happen but I try not to hold my breath too much these days.
I had an awesome time with my sisters tonight, including my wonderful Big (she's visiting from Maine before she goes to Greece for a MONTH). Lots of laughs and jokes, especially about Mr. Ezikial... ahh I feel like SUCH a bitch even writing that much and I didn't say anything. Well, perhaps I should really go to bed, considering I have to be up at 9 and it's already 3. Good night loves.
As for last night, WASTED. Eric came to the bar when I was out with Joe. Don't get me wrong, Eric is probably one of the cutest guys I've ever flirted with, but last night when he tried to "make his move" I pretended I had to pee and walked away and the second I was alone with Joe, I was glad when he suggested we go to another bar. WHY? you ask? Well, David had everything to do with it. Even when I'm drunk, even when the CUTEST guy at the bar hits on me, he's all I can think about and hence I don't want to hook up or even flirt too much. It's sick really. I saw Brian tonight, the love of last semester and I waved and kept on walking.
On the one hand it feels really good to care about someone this much. But it totally sucks because I'm 80% sure he doesn't feel the same way. The other 20% makes me think that maybe something wonderful could happen but I try not to hold my breath too much these days.
I had an awesome time with my sisters tonight, including my wonderful Big (she's visiting from Maine before she goes to Greece for a MONTH). Lots of laughs and jokes, especially about Mr. Ezikial... ahh I feel like SUCH a bitch even writing that much and I didn't say anything. Well, perhaps I should really go to bed, considering I have to be up at 9 and it's already 3. Good night loves.