Sunlight: My enemy

May 12, 2009 16:04

For the last week and a half I have had a normal schedule, a normal "day" schedule, and It is really driving me crazy.

I am a child of the night: I do my best work at night from 10 pm to 6 am, I have more energy at night, my sex moves are better at night, food tastes better at night. I like to take walks with the cool night air. Night times is so much more inviting to me. I love the neon lights of the city, and how the everything seems more mysterious at night. I perfer the sight of the stars compared to glaring rays of the sun.

Ever since I had to do errands for my mom which require visiting people who ruding and hating to help others three days ina room. . . I had changed my sleep schedule from 7am to 2pm, to 1 am to 8 am (9am or 10 am if I can sleep in.)

However I have not been able to accomplish anything creatively in the past week, and this is driving me crazy. I want my night time life back and I want creativity back.

I also keep falling asleep when we have company over or while watching a movie; it is so annoying. I also know I snore. . . can you just a imagine me snoring and mumbling nothings while you are watching a movie?

I want my own schedule back. . . I don't care what others say. . . I really want my night time schedule back, please! This sunlight is killing me!

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