I went to the lake early on the morning at the Samhain as I was asked. It was that place where I usually bike too, but I took the bus. It was nice to get out of town. It was very peaceful there, just me and Her, Morgana Ceridwen and some crows, seaguils. I did my rituals and I ask Them  stuff. I could feel The Morrigan being near me, watching me, ( Read more... )

I have been drawing and painting when I have called on Ceridwen, been inspired to exploring new ways of seeing things, worked on my fantasy art. Check it out on my Flickr. Much more is coming up. I feel free and inspired. I could easily draw and paint all days and nights. I am unhappy without it. I will do more efforts to do it when I get home from ( Read more... )

I traveled sunday morning to the Hills of Brosarp. I checked in right away then started to walk towards the woods. The wheather was wonderful, not too cold, sunny.  I walked on the hills, and through the woods all day, I drew alot, and painted a few paintings. I felt a bit restless and moody in the beginning, but after a few hours it was gone, I ( Read more... )

I had a great dream With The Morrigan last night and we talked alot this morning while I was still half a sleep.

I am going for a short retreat on sunday to the Hills of Brosarp, I will come back at monday evening,  there are no cheap youth hostels left they close at september, I didnt know that. Only expensive hotells are left I got a room for 95 ( Read more... )

This was a beautiful post I just have to share it.

Daily Goddess Awareness

Autumn is that time of year when we all seem to feel the magickal energies of the Great Goddess. With every change of the weather, every warm or cool breeze, we feel Her a stirring within our spirits. As the seasons transform the dark green earth of summer into a kaleidoscope ( Read more... )

So I went to the hills near the lake where garbage have been buried and now it grows plants and stuff there.  Many Goddesses like that place of life death and rebirth.. So I go there when I wanna connect to someone, I can also feel a very strong urge to go there. So it was today I felt that Goddess Ceridwen wanted that, so did I cause I needed to ( Read more... )

It has been an intense week, with alot of communications. I have also been very angry at The Morrigan, as you proberbly noticed from the poetry on the other lj. I feel better about writing with Her now that I understand that others needs to hear Her words like that. And it doesn´t take over my life. I felt Her presence very strongly, compelling yet ( Read more... )

Artemis is back into my life. YAY! Actually She came at the waxing moon the 24 january, but I wasn´t sure that She was really back or I just wanted it so badly that it felt real. It was real. It seems like She was going to come back into my life sooner or later. So I am happy for that. It feels like my spiritual life is on the right track, it wasn´ ( Read more... )

This morning The Morrigan came to me, I appologized for that I had not been up too to channel at friday so it went really weak. I was so stressed. I thanked Her for not pushing me or forcing Herself on me. She smiled and said it is alright, I like you to do to some automatic writing on this newmoon on wednesday. I agreed to it. Tonight I meditated ( Read more... )

I wore The Morrigan as a shield on the internship on friday cause I felt vulnerable, paniced as well as pissed. So I called on Her with my mind, let Her in. She came deep instead off letting Her out I used Her strength to manage the work. It was good. I felt very upset that my internship didn´t turnout as I expected. I will try to fix it next week ( Read more... )