I have been drawing and painting when I have called on Ceridwen, been inspired to exploring new ways of seeing things, worked on my fantasy art. Check it out on my Flickr. Much more is coming up. I feel free and inspired. I could easily draw and paint all days and nights. I am unhappy without it. I will do more efforts to do it when I get home from ( Read more... )

I am so panicing, please keep me in your thoughts. I have told my mum mostly everything now about my dephts for 30 000$, and she aint going to let me out of the hook. I lie alot to her, especially about my finances, and now she want to check it out more know everything, and of course I told her some some lies as well. That was so stupid, I do that ( Read more... )

I had my birthday parties today. That was very nice. I had made paistry cakes, ate to much sweets so my tummy hurts a bit, but what a heck it was worth it. I got 170$, a box of chocolate, 2 hibiscus flowers from my mum and my sister. I got at the evening a friend came over she gave me artist watercolor set and 2 painting pads YAAY. And I have ( Read more... )

I wore The Morrigan as a shield on the internship on friday cause I felt vulnerable, paniced as well as pissed. So I called on Her with my mind, let Her in. She came deep instead off letting Her out I used Her strength to manage the work. It was good. I felt very upset that my internship didn´t turnout as I expected. I will try to fix it next week ( Read more... )

I have been looking for an internship all week. I have been going to all galleries, cafes, shops in Malmo and the nearby cities. Some places were quite friendly and it was nice talking to them even if I didn´t get the internship. Other places needed to think about it, and would let me knowthis soon. And of course some people I talked to were a bit ( Read more... )