Challenge accepted
I had a great dream With The Morrigan last night and we talked alot this morning while I was still half a sleep.
I am going for a short retreat on sunday to the Hills of Brosarp, I will come back at monday evening, there are no cheap youth hostels left they close at september, I didnt know that. Only expensive hotells are left I got a room for 95$. Next year I will be smarter and go during the tourist season between april to september. It is much cheaper then. Anyway I will do the challenge of staying a night in a strange town/place in Brosarp. I have talked/argued a lot about it with The Morrigan, It was alright for Her that I stayed at the hotell during the night, I Intend to go out early in the morning like 4 am walking watch the sunrise at 7 am. Cause it is far too cold to be outside all night. I have been very hesitating about staying a night out for many reasons. I have forgotten about the challenge mostly, but gotten reminded of it every now and then. At first I thought about going to a rock, metal shows, but they are expensive, many bands comes to Malmo, so I can see them there, I just dont feel like going alone to rock metal shows this stressed out. Being around other people when i feel like this is a challenge of its own. I am very anti social at these days, I will be social again after resting
.And there havent been any bands I really wanna see when I have had money. This challenge was never a priority to me. I never saw the spiritual magical side of the chaIlenge although i should have known it when The Morrigan said She would be with me, lol. Cause it sounded very strange to be out all night in a strange town for no other reason than that She demanded it. I have been out all night in other towns serveral times, but want it to be worth it, and being short in cash that is jst not a priority. Now I have some money so I will spend it on a hotell room, I will only be there a few hours from 9-10 pm until 3-4 am. I have given in. I let The Morrigan have Her way with me on this issue anyway. She promised to take care of me. I havedone some readings and the best outcome for me was if I spend the night in Brosarp, I dont see the point in it now, but that doesnt mean that there isnt any point in it. It is not that I know everything. It will be cool to go out out in the woods in the middle of the night.
I will walk in the woods, be in meditative state, be with The Goddesses. I will draw and do some rituals. I have packed my drawing pens, sketchbook, flashlight, warm clothes, Goddess chants music. It will be nice to get away from the stress and just intune with the nature and The Goddesses. I am so exhausted and stressed out that it is hard to focus. Hopefully this journey will give me strength and some relief from the stressful work. I am not going to work for a few days- they had no job for me, so I take the opportunity to travel to Brosarp, when the wheather are still nice, not too cold. It is 12 degres in the day 3-4 degree in the night. . It will be a long cold winter. At first I had thought of going there to Samhain but at that time it is around zero at night. The wheather are usual a bit stormy around Samhain as well. It is sunny this weekend. I would had travel today or tomorrow if I could, but I have stuff I need to do. And it is better to have a few days to pack, gather things then just rush into stuff and forget important stuff. My trips are more successful if I do it like this.