today at mass I cried ( Read more... )

Ok so I am going to regularly starting posting more because I wrote in my journal everyday on the road and it was liberating ( Read more... )

Have mercy, baby on a poor girl like me
You know I’m falling, falling, falling at your feet
I’m tingling right from my head to my toes,
So help me, help me, help me make the feeling go.

’cause when the loving starts, and the lights go down,
And there’s not another living soul around ( Read more... )

And I was off to old Dakota
where a genocide sleeps
In the black hills, the badlands,
the calloused east
I buried my ballast, I made my peace
With four winds, leveling the pines

i don't know why i had that dream if it's because i'm worried then clearly everything i told him was a lie. i am pretty good at deciding how to treat people in real life regardless of my petty emotions but how to control subconcious? or the fleeting notion that just crossed my mind: it's a terrible thing, really, to unintentially self-sabatoge the ( Read more... )

i mean okay sunflower girl here
might say she loves everyone her hearts going to burst
and we all played her for a fool because in the end
she's the only one of us, the first
with a clear exit plan.

family is here, i'm drinking a jug of green tea.
tonight beach.
last night victors house, severina's, wal-mart at 2 am trying to buy a fishing knife.

oh and my neighbor gave me a card that says "Happiness is a Choice".

I don't know.
I think what it comes down to is [ and I'm sorry to sound pretentious] I'm walking away from Life as I Know It in two months. My BEST FRIENDS, not 666 classmates I'm probably not even going to remember. My mama, my Daddy, my brother and Jamie and baby Theo. My entire community. It just put graudaution in perspective, real fast ( Read more... )

today was a really good day ( Read more... )