e v e r y w h e r e
today at mass I cried.
I am so human it makes me so frustrated and sad and I don't know why God puts us here if we're only going to be constantly letting him down and letting each other down. By our own humanity.
I just want to be with Him. I just want to be secure in His presence. I don't want to just think of Him occasionally and I want to stop lying to myself about finding happiness away. I don't even know what's going to make me happy. I'm not unhappy but I'm talking about fulfillment. I tell myself I believe Marriage is my vocation because it's just what I do. I tell myself I think that's what God is calling me to but is that I what I just want to believe?
I know He cares so insanely much about my happiness.
COME AND SEE DISCERNMENT RETREAT
May 26-29, 2008
If you are a young single woman between the ages of 18 and 35, and would like to take some time to seriously discern if God may be calling you to the Religious Life, you are welcome to Come and See.
Click here for more information on our
May 2008 Discernment Retreat
Individual visits to "come and see" may be arranged at any time. Please contact Sister Mary Scholastica at beautyofcarmel@sbcglobal.net
or via phone at 626-300-8938 for more information
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's
drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere\
You're everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're
here and who you are
Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there
Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my
eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the
water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my
eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my
eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?
I am so human it makes me so frustrated and sad and I don't know why God puts us here if we're only going to be constantly letting him down and letting each other down. By our own humanity.
I just want to be with Him. I just want to be secure in His presence. I don't want to just think of Him occasionally and I want to stop lying to myself about finding happiness away. I don't even know what's going to make me happy. I'm not unhappy but I'm talking about fulfillment. I tell myself I believe Marriage is my vocation because it's just what I do. I tell myself I think that's what God is calling me to but is that I what I just want to believe?
I know He cares so insanely much about my happiness.
COME AND SEE DISCERNMENT RETREAT
May 26-29, 2008
If you are a young single woman between the ages of 18 and 35, and would like to take some time to seriously discern if God may be calling you to the Religious Life, you are welcome to Come and See.
Click here for more information on our
May 2008 Discernment Retreat
Individual visits to "come and see" may be arranged at any time. Please contact Sister Mary Scholastica at beautyofcarmel@sbcglobal.net
or via phone at 626-300-8938 for more information
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's
drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere\
You're everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're
here and who you are
Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there
Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my
eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the
water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my
eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my
eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?