Ok so I am going to regularly starting posting more because I wrote in my journal everyday on the road and it was liberating.
I don't really think it was liberating, but it was something.
I recently moved back home after spending ten months traveling in a van across the country and telling youth about Jesus. Things that have changed in my life since I last posted:
1. Amadee moved away to college and we don't really talk anymore which makes me sad but I trust she is where she needs to be and I am where I need to be.
2. While on the road, I fell in love with this boy named Andy. He fell in love with me too but he lives in Ohio and we're both Not Ready for a Relationship. He is coming to visit me in like 2 weeks.
I got my permit and I'm learning how to drive. I am working at Starbucks again because of the benefits, and it makes my parents happy. It's also not stressful for me and I actually enjoy it. I am just trying to get my life together here in terms of the basics and lately that is what is making me happiest.
Alright, so last night was amazing! It was the first night of summer and it was a success. I love Johnny and Sebastian SO MUCH I can't explain it. I love when Anton and my Dad go to home depot because how wholesome is that? Anton is painting my room CORN HUSK GREEN (Joanna!) and Boston Brick Red. If you would like to know what we are aiming for, may I suggest you view this:
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Anyways, I would post pictures from last night but I don't think they would be appropriate because I didn't have a bathing suit. Sebastian played that song though and it was beautiful. Then me and Johnny re-inacted the Bat for Lashes video but he was all the characters. I also was on a scooter instead of a bike.
I miss CATHERINE and I wish she wasn't at D-Week even though I'm pretty sure she's having an amazing time. She is supposed to be in my kitchen and then we drink lime tea and go swing dancing! I love her.
My prayer life has been not so good the past couple of days. This will change tonight, when it's cooler and I'll go by the cactus garden.
Summer Motto:
peace is right order
I know You've washed me white, turned my darkness into light
I can't live by what I feel, but by the truth Your word reveals
I'm not holding on to You, but You're holding on to me
You're holding on to me