Jul 14, 2007 12:53
i don't know why i had that dream if it's because i'm worried then clearly everything i told him was a lie. i am pretty good at deciding how to treat people in real life regardless of my petty emotions but how to control subconcious? or the fleeting notion that just crossed my mind: it's a terrible thing, really, to unintentially self-sabatoge the best relationship in your life.
i mean when the trust is broken is the trust just broken?
i have never been one for cynicism or revenge, lauren latsko is not about to start now!
tommorow fatty and i are going to the train station [i mean okay we're going to santa monica] but i am thrilled. i still remember my Bosnian lover! the sister of mercy, that feeling of total independence.
we got more bounce in california.